i was scared too at first but found the courage to integrate back, or ever, in my life doing sober things. one of my hinderances was not knowing how to have fun sober.
i think you will find this very much a pleasant experience. and you will remember the party the next day too!!! 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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