(((Monty Girl)))
Try to breathe slowly, deeply, and relax.
I had a total hysterectomy over 2 years ago, due to adenomyosis. Doctors did leave the ovaries, since they looked okay & I'm still relatively young. (Partial hysterectomy = uterus, Total Hysterectomy = uterus and cervix)
I do highly recommend you check out the following link, for information and lots of support. So many women have been where you have and are around to share their experience and support. It's very worth the visit! My name there is heathertink.
http://www.hystersisters.com
My periods
and incredible pain are now long gone. I am thankful that I finally made the decision to have it done, as I'd suffered horrible periods (very long & very heavy) for many years before finally having it done. The path wasn't the easiest one to take, but it certainly led to less discomfort and physical misery.