Dealing with a physical problem, alone but not forgotten; good doctors nearby for support system. 'Had time to reflect on family betrayals over the years....aggression, domination and control, manipulation, murder, evil in the hearts of men. Few there be who would love and comfort a hurting
person. "All is vanity." Maybe I'm depressed? I used to see the potential good in people. Have a day, anyway...this too shall pass.