@WelcomeToTheJungle

you are actually very right about that.
i had some people not believe my diagnosis in the past.
they idea they had in their heads is that all are completely entirely dysfunctional in every way.
or...their family member is worse than me...so i im not sza cause im not like their family member...so on so forth...
i had a best friend. outright say
that im faking everything for attention and because that i brush my teeth im not sza...
because the hygiene thing.
HAHAHA....
thing is...
we only texted for years.
...had he come over and smelled me...6 months worse of body odor...
well yea.....

^^just an example^^
so much more i have.

i feel disheartened.
severely
pulled back and forth with this sytem.
it can goto hell.