So, my gf is coming over for dinner (date?).... and I am 80% sure she's going to break up with me.

On is from a tarot reading, call me crazy, and it might not be about her but I'm PRETTY DAMN SURE! (death card.... and then I asked what it's about and got Queen of cups)

And the other is that I missed our valentines date... because of another ****ing panic attack...

I don't want to lose her, but I also want the best for her, and as I am such a pathetic girlfriend, I don't think I am. I'm not going to break up with her, but I want her to have someone who can make her happy. This isn't the first time I've missed dates because of MI, and I don't really know what else to do!

Any ideas how I can prove my worth?