May be triggering.
I recently shaved down there for the first time, and got a lot of bumps, so I started picking at it and tweezing the hairs. I keep telling myself that I've been only doing it for a few days, it's not a big deal, I could quit anytime I want; but I don't think I can. I've had a lot of stress and mental junk going on lately and I think I'm using this to cope. Everything seems so confusing and complicated right now. Has anyone had this issue before? Do you think it will go away? My OCD has been really well under control since I got put on meds in 2006/07. I keep thinking maybe once all the bumps are gone I'll quit. Normally I'm so good about detecting slippery slopes. I feel like I don't know anything anymore.
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God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
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