My friend insisted I go this time because I was talking of SI and I hadn't really gotten over the other day.

I said i was felt bad still and was just treading water. Basically, PER said did I want to stay. My pdoc said if they ask that I say "YES!" But PER said they have no beds and I'd have to go to some other hospital somewhere in the state that might have a bed. So I'm in a quandry. It seemed they were trying to talk me out of staying but couldn't actually do that so they told me there was no middle ground and why didn't I get a hotel and if that was too expensive I could stay in PER - for THREE DAYS until they could find me a bed. So I cried at my friend who took me and left. They said I was worse the other day. Oh so SI still is okay to have? They said i wasn't planning on doing it just thinking about it. I was thinking pretty hard and yeah the other night I felt worse but I said I need something to get me through till tuesday when I see my pdoc. They had no suggestions but to see if they'd see me Monday. Oh yeah sure. I can't get an impromptu appointment in six WEEKS or more! And to top it off the friend who said I should go said to call her and she'd have the phone right with her didn't answer the 4 times I tried.