Dear Recent Ex-T ;

HOW COULD YOU DO WHAT YOU DID ON MONDAY TO A PATIENT??

OK OK-- SO I tell you about my suicidal things, what I was doing- EVEN ONE OF MY PLANS! AND THAT I WAS CUTTING!

YOU give me a chapter on Bipolar and suicide and say read it and do the work sheets--- The Chapter states that it was ok for me to be honest and open with my therapist about these thoughts and planning, and all........

That not to fear of losing people and that people will help me....

Then my session after that one, you Tell me that I am fine- I never have hit a low spot for you... You take a note that I wrote while in mixed rapid state whatever- and take it OUT OF CONTEXT of I did not want to do therapy- I TOLD YOU in the note and the session that I gave you the note- that I Was Getting to the point of HOPELESSNESS with how I am and getting help.... And then you read it the session after, use it against me as I don't need therapy- and all that crap.

YOU MAKE ME FEEL PARTIALLY LIKE I ****ING SCARED YOU!@

ALONG WITH OTHER FEELINGS TOO

I know I said something not so nice of My boyfriend thinks I have gotten worse while seeing you when you were pushing me out- BUT at least that was honest- he does think i had gotten a bit worse with your stuff that you told me to do with no direction which was so frustrating that it was not funny.,....

T-- I am sort done right now00 It is almost a week of this me fighting in my head with you......... saying things I should had said..... going off on you!!

You have really broken a trust with me-- and worse yet YOU Were My first Therapist-- IT TOOK ME SO MUCH TO GO IN AND THIS IS WHAT THE OUTCOME WAS....

I AM TAKING THIS EXPERIENCE AND Trying to learn from it-- I AM MAKING A LIST OF QUESTIONS AND THINGS FOR ANOTHER THERAPIST>

In addition-- YOU PUSHED THE IDEA OF MEDS ON ME SO MUCH- one does not work- YOU ARE THE ONE THAT WAS LIKE GET OFF THIS ASAP -- AND THEN.... YOU TELL ME THAT I WOULD NOT STAY ON ANY OF THE DRUGS ANYWAYS LIKE I WAS THE ONE THAT JUST UPPED AND STOPPED IT

I AM SO ANGRY WITH THIS WOMAN RIGHT NOW AND I HOPE THIS FREAKING PASSES SOON!