Thanks Harley,

Dinner went alright, but I don't get to go with her to meet her parents on reading week. She wasn't mad at me and I apologized. I think the whole thing with meeting her parents is just that reading week is bad for them, but paranoid me is saying that's my punishment... hey, at least it's not self inflicted!

I'm going to try and let this go... I need to just accept that this might work out, it might not, but either way I'll get through this.

Yeah, I really do love her... I should say it more.