Sandworm, I hope that you have more hope at present as to when you first posted.
I'm sorry you did not get the amends you needed, but you know people can deny their mistakes out of pride, or not even seeing what they did wrong.

They are sick people.
I told my mother that I had some damage from her when I was growing up; she said "sorry" which did not get it for me. She honestly never recognized what she had done
to me or my siblings.

When she was dying, my sis told me that our mother thought I was mad
at her; and she could only think of one thing I would be mad about! WHAT, there were years of verbal and physical abuse; I was never treated with sensitivity by her as long as I can remember.

Don't let the victimizer win by not realizing you were
treated horribly just because they can't admit mistakes. You can't not stop hurting until you realize that what was done was evil; but admission by the evil doer is
within the pretext of their lack of sick understanding. You see it all back to them.
Feel you own strength in this by knowing what your reality is and it stands in truth.

I do hope things have taken a turn for the good by now. Wishing you the best. bj