You are worth the time!!! Sounds like you are on the verge of a breakthrough although it feels bad right now. IDK how the supervisor situation works--I thought that new T's needed supervisors? My T is a psychologist not a psychiatrist so he is not licensed to talk to me about meds--that may be the reason your T needs to bring in anyone else, not because you are "far gone" or anything. I attended the first few months of college from a p-hospital. No one knew--not even sure if the school knew. Colleges are very flexible !! High school, not so much. hang in there!