No! I think this is a great topic, and you hit it well Anika! Before I knew what psychosis was...I didn't know I was having unreal feelings or thoughts. When I found out it was psychosis...it was depressing. My reality turned upside down!! My issues are always with demons, and the bible...if the bible says that demons, and the evil one is real and we are to stay away from them, yet I can literally feel I'm in constant attack...??? And...if my psychologist says I need to lay off of watching Joyce Meyer....is she someone trying to misdirect me from God?? I have heard demons growling from my sink. It scared the living day lights out of me...at that time, I thought it was 'real." A few weeks ago I had sleep paralysis...totally explained it away when i checked it on the internet..I posted about it when I had it. I thought a demon was trying to have sex with me. Then, I read about it, and it all went away...however...at the same time, I still feel as though it is the devil pulling a trick on me, to pull me away from God, and believe there is not such thing as the devil. Does this make sense?...I hope so..these are one of my huge trials and tribulations with the disease. I believe in God, and am religious....the bible says demons are real, and so are profits, and that they are ravenous wolves...and I'm to believe that..but I'm not to believe I'm in a constant state of saving my sole, and that these are figments of my imagination? I watch ghost hunters all the time, and if there is 'proof' of what the bible says....than am I really crazy or just sensitive? They can lock me up...I'll still believe what I believe. So, long story short....yes! I now know I'm in 'psychosis," but do I really believe it's psychosis...or what I'm to spiritually believe? Thanks for the topic!
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