I'm over having this crappy illness.I'm hating being stuck in the lowest of lows and constantly having to cope with the 3 demon people living in me constantly telling me how I need to cut my left part of brain out I'm condemned to the gates of hell just crap like that.I'm trapped and I can't seem to escape this hell hole.I'm confused as to what help I really need.Does anyone else out there feel this way and feel like they are sinking below the water line ?God help me arrrrgh I'm frustrated sorry and thanks for listening.