((((Switch))))
Oh honey, I am sorry that you feel so lost right now. I know that it may be a little different on the medication, but perhaps in time it will allow you to be there inside hearing, listening and speaking out for that person who was hurt, not Switch's fault.
When Switch is there to speak out then all of Switch can slowly learn how to finally heal. As Switch begins to speak out slowly there will bring healing, healing to finally settle things from the past, dealt with, morned and finally put in the past. Switch will be cleansing her soul of the bad so that the soul inside, all of Switch will reside within to cherish life a new. Switch will slowly learn that it is going to be ok, Switch will take what truely belongs to Switch as was always meant to be.

The only time that matters, is healing time, lots of time to heal.

((((Hugs))))
Open Eyes