I was constantly criticitized and picked on as a child and young adult! My peers teased me and put me down for everything from the time I was 2 thru 12 th grade. As a young child my parents always blamed me from doing something wrong to bring on the attacks by my peers. thru this day my mom still jumps on me for how I dress how I wear my hair or makeup etc. And I'm 38 and don't live with her. If she doesn't like something she addreses me critically and demands I go back home and dress to her standards! And she wonders why I have control issues over my body and food ? I will never be able to win in her eyes! Plus I rebelled and broke out of the family tradition and got tattoos! O geeze! And now she thinks I'm an outcast in the family! I don't know what todo. I've tried to relocate to other parts if the country but she fabricates these lies that force me home and make my life miserable again. I'm sooo lost and confused and totally controlled by her manipulation. I struggle with MH issues depression and PTSD and I feel anorexia and every time I try to make a like for myself she pulls the strings . Where do I go now?