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Originally Posted by mel80
I'm over having this crappy illness.I'm hating being stuck in the lowest of lows and constantly having to cope with the 3 demon people living in me constantly telling me how I need to cut my left part of brain out I'm condemned to the gates of hell just crap like that.I'm trapped and I can't seem to escape this hell hole.I'm confused as to what help I really need.Does anyone else out there feel this way and feel like they are sinking below the water line ?God help me arrrrgh I'm frustrated sorry and thanks for listening.  
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Yes, I am with you. I keep going back to the doctor, to the therapist, even tried praying. I have never been this low this long. Every single day is a struggle and I am so tired. So tired of carrying on and trying to make it appear nothing is wrong with me. I am dying inside.
You say you are confused about what kind of help you need.
what kind are you currently getting?