have lost everything. 10 year marriage, hardly see my kids, still think my step ( x step ) kids are mine and they dont talk to me. cant drive, have warrants out for outstanding tickets that i cant pay do to being poor. live with mom, heck my bedroom does not even have a door. clean whole house, and pretty soon outside will be my problem to. just dropped my kids of back at their moms and am crying so hard and cant stop. i dont know what to do am hoping that doc got meds rt this time. just got serequel increased from 200mg to 300mg and celexa from 20mg to 40mg. am multi diagnosed. bp with mania and rapid cycling, sever anxiety, and depression. all come down to a lethal combo. also finally got a therapist every thur so maybe all this adjustments will help just need to talk to people going through same shxx as me to help get through till new meds kick in and therapist starts helping. hope thats where yall come in. i have no one else. at all. no one else.

sry so lengthy