Sezzie, that really sounds familiar. I keep going through similar cycles with my T. I was convinced briefly that her frustration was getting in the way and she just wasn't going to help me. She was threatening to give up on me too. Sometimes I've felt at odds with her - I was dragging my feet and fighting her all the way, but even as I resisted I wanted her to win. That attitude just doesn't work though. T is going to see things differently than we do, because they are supposed to. If we could see it all clearly, what would we need T for? Sometimes the hardest thing is to stop fighting and learn to submit and to trust.

Rap