Dear T,

I have been SI for about two weeks now..I go between feeling really guilty for doing it, and not really caring. Then, I hear the words you said to me the day I told you that I had been at the point having thoughts of doing it again. You said, I don't usually tell my clients that they are making bad choices, but cutting would in your case be a bad choice. Now, I am afraid to tell you. I don't know how you are going to react, but I feel like I need to tell you. I wanted to tell you at our last session, but I wasn't sure how to bring it up. I really wished you would have asked me. Now, I don't have an appointment for another 8 days.. I am not feeling good about that. I am feeling the lowest I have ever felt.. and I don't know how to convey that to anybody and I am not sure what to do about it. I really want to tell you all of this right now.. and not wait.