oh it was unwanted sex at the time (happened multiple times actually) the reason this has been bothering me tonight and i'm asking the WHAT IF's is because I was triggered earlier and this was the times that it reminded me of.

Someone mentioned to me that It's coercion.

My r@pe was similar but different.
This is a short form of it...

Here's my r@pe story it took me a long time to tell it as I was unsure what it was at the time.


Mine was not a violent r@pe..but here it is...



I was raped by my ex boyfriend in 1996. I never thought of it that way at all, because it wasn't violent.

I was scared of him, he was abusive and did threaten to rape me a few times throughout our relationship saying he could if he wanted too etc..

I think he did that day, with the threats. I told him "you know I don't want to" and he did it anyways, he didn't throw me around, didn't push me around etc, but I still didn't want it.

It took me a very long time to realize what I went through was indeed rape. My psychiatrist and people from other forums kept telling me yes it is, you were raped. It took me a long time to except it.

So that is what happened to me