Switch, I am so sorry you are not feeling so well right now. You sound like you know what is happening with in yourself which is good, that is half the battle I think. Everyone has an aura around them, maybe that is what you are seeing, which I think is awesome. Sometimes we are given gifts that others don't have and that is great when we finally understand. I don't like it when that loneliness comes over me and it does when I am depressed. I come to PC then I don't feel so bad. I love you cartoon that is sooooo true for me! BIG hugs for you gma45