My T at hospital- I didn't choose her- insisted we BOTH weight in every time I saw her- 3times a week. She came up with a dieting plan for me- must admit my BMI was around 25 at that moment and I was 15 years old. I didn't care, didn't have the strenght to concentrate on my weight and told her that. She thought I could use the time I had in hospital loosing some weight. She was extremely thin (BMI 17- natural for her

) and I think she found me repulsive. Often mentioned I cover myself with layers of fat and need to be uncovered. I was heavily medicated and the only thing I could concentrate on was not to fall asleep. So I hated her silently but followed her sick diet plan till I was thinner than her.