Here. After a really good and productive week, I hit a lot of distress. Strange tastes and sounds, and feelings of being touched by people - very vivid. Suicidal urges come and go in waves. Dreams have given me little sleep, and have been very disturbing.
I was increasingly convinced that my psychiatrist has been arrogant, short sighted, and scheming. My wife got very stroppy and argued that she was convinced the psychiatrist was doing her best to help, albeit from her own frame of reference. Maybe she is right, but now I have a feeling that I can't trust anybody very easily at the moment. Hopefully this will all go away by itself soon.