Hey Snap,
You know, I bet most people wouldn't understand your post completely, but I really think I DO!!! Wow! I mean really wow. LOL Sorry this is still completely new to me... But it really blows my mind that I know exactly what you are talking about and I haven't even talked with my phych about AvPD yet. I just get that we speak a different language in our head, or maybe it's just that we are wired a little differently and we process things differently. We DECIDE things differently. And after saying that, I don't think I can describe it adequately with words here. It's just not possible, but I DO understand what you are saying. Totally.

I'm gonna think on this. I'm gonna do what your psych told you to do... Hmm we shall see...

Doc