So i keep obsessing in my head if i will have another psychotic episode in the fall. I keep wondering what it will be like cause it has been different every year. Maybe I will avoid one this year that would be great or maybe ill at least be able to control it. But its like my head tricks me every year and I never see it coming and get completely blindsided. I really really really really hope my new meds prevent anything from happening.

-Trish
"Don't curse the rain, without it things don't grow. Instead find the beauty in it."