Thinking about this makes me cry. (not this board though!) I just texted with him again. He basically said I can't tell him how I feel and I just need to get through it alone. I can't say how I feel like our relationship is over for good and how that makes me feel. It's like I'm getting the cold shoulder breakup. He wants to wait out my getting over whatever the hell this is. I don't know why he picked this week for this. How horribly selfish and mean.