At first it was to educate myself as a submissive, and then through the deep, mutual trust you have to develop together things started to get romantic.

I dont know if the sexual part of our relationship becomes a problem day to day because of our roles. I didn't expect anything bad to happen because it wasn't supposed to be a relationship beyond D/s..His wife did encourage him to seek out other sexual and romantic partners.

I do like what you said about being someone on my own, but when I'm on my own, both literally and in terms of feeling lonely, it makes me feel like I dont exist..Like I'm only real if someone's watching or thinking about me.