Hope that ones reading this will take it to their heart & not let their ED CONTROL THEM to the point where there is no recovery.
It is sad that she lost her life to anorexia.....I am sorry that you lost your best friend to this. Know it's hard loosing special people in our lives no matter what we loose them to....but when it's an illness that death is unnecessary (unlike cancer) it seems to hurt all that much more.
Glad you have come to the awareness of how dangerous & pointless holding on to anorexia can be & have come through that. I know that eating well will probably always be an issue, but not to the point where it ends up killing you.