hey, justdontask - i'm very proud of you! the more you speak with the counselor, the easier it will become. perhaps, you could continue to talk with the counselor and see if the talking helps alleviate the situation before moving on to a therapist. today, it is very common to prescibe anti-depressants because talking about your troubles is more costly. but, i think talking is the way to go. you are at a key moment in the formation of your life. it seems part of the problem is that you do not feel comfortable speaking with either of your parents. speaking with a counselor is the next best thing. Please continue to see the school counselor and keep talking. i am sure it will pay off in the long run. all the best to you!