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sundance said:
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Sorry for rambling.

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((((huggs))))) sounds like you are dealing with a lot! you aren't rambling. it takes courage to face this stuff. it's confusing. it's overwhelming at times. keep up the good work! try not to get stuck in the bad memories. you deserve to be happy. try to do something nice for you, treat yourself.