Dear T,
I feel like crying because you won't directly say "I love you" to me. I know the heart you gave me shows how much you care, as well as everything else you do for me, but because of a thread on my forum, I feel bad because other Ts tell their clients they love them. I know that there are probably two good reasons why you won't. One is because you aren't comfortable saying those words to any client. Two is that I might be triggered and feel too good by you saying those exact words to me. I know how much you care about me. I will be okay about this; it's just a minor trigger about being loved. If I'm still thinking about this on Tuesday, I'll bring it up with you.
rainbow
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