I think you might like Conspiracy Keanu...he's a popular meme on memebase.
I've had hallucinations every now and then due to BP, but not for over a year since I've been on meds. I also would have strange thoughts and theories leading up to my diagnosis. Perhaps you are in another state that you are not aware of? Are your thoughts what you would consider normal? How normal are your theories in comparison to your condition? Maybe it's time to step back and think about how you are truly feeling. I wish you the best.
Hm, I actually really like the meme I made for you. But I take no credit, I just hope you don't take it the wrong way.