Hi Meltedskydiver7, You do have a lot on your plate right now, please try not to let your self get to depressed. I am sure your kids need you and want to be in your life even if they can't right now. It does take a while for meds to work, hang in and post often it does help. I know it was and pretty much still is all I have when it comes to talking to someone and getting my feelings out. There are people that do really care don't forget that. We just have to take things as they come and try your best to resolve your problems one at a time. Take care