Try to discard of this incompetent doctor, you are not hopeless, or helpless, the hell with him or her, they are the waste you need to throw out. There are so many good, competent docs out there, hard to believe but true, don't let this creep bring you down to feeling this way about yourself, remember what I told you my former T was like near the end? Well, I have gotten through that, my present pdoc and therapist said he was unprofessional, etc. See, I found a good mix, that has helped me tremendously, so don't stop looking for someone new. . . don't give up on yourself.
You just need to find a new doc,one you'll feel comfortable with, try if you can, it makes all the difference

PS My "dear bear, I do not see you either helpless or hopeless, I see you as a wonderful person and friend

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DE

In giving advice seek to help, not please your friend
SOLON