Thanks..

Yeah I never really questioned it until last night.
I dealt with rape before back when I was in an abusive relationship, but this past situation is iffy, and it SUCKS! I hate sometimes not having the answers I want so I can just put it behind me and say ok I dealt with it. but know knowing I guess is preventing me, why all of a sudden? I don't intirely know why.

He admits to treating me like crap, he apologized... oi........

I don't know.