I guess last summer when I was extremely manic and psychotic, which had been going on for five months, my pdoc and therapist kept trying to convince me to go to the hospital, my mother said "you can't go to the hospital, you can't be one of those people, who's in and out"

I have only been to the hospital once in all my years dealing with this. I was pretty upset, I guess I can't be one of those people trying to get help.