Well it's not flash backs exactly, but just... remembering a lot. I guess it's bugging me because I just figured out that that kind of scene stopped when I stopped 'adding fuel to the fire' and answering back (and since I started SIing, I just realised). Nothing like that happened recently, not since both a shrink and my father told me to stop yelling back at her and say nothing.
I feel that what she did was sort of my fault, since she stopped when I did. So I doubt she has any disorder.
But my SI just recently got worse (before I would only punch/scratch, now I cut) Maybe that's why I'm remembering so much.
Would 'stress-disorder' still affect me though? It's been years now, the last time was at least 3 years ago.
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