OK look, I doubt his wife knows you were a minor, if she even knows about you at all. And if she did then she needs help as well. I have absolutely no sympathy for men who pray on teens or children. NONE. So I am not even gonna go there.

He doesn't want a relationship with you, you said that wasn't the intentions from the start. He is using you for sex and his own selfish needs. This guy does not give two hoots about you. If he did he would have never gotten involved with you in the first place. The only way to correct this "relationship" is to walk out on it immediately and do not look back.

He isn't looking to you for happiness, he is only looking to you for sex, and that is all.

If you were an adult when this came about the age thing might be different, but you were a minor, that is completely different.

You need to stop trying to make men happy and learn to make yourself happy first. If you don't value yourself first, you will continue attracting these very types. You set the tone for how you are treated, not the other way around.

Like you said, is this any way to live? You need to start putting yourself first, do it, get yourself some help, work and focus on yourself. You haven't even had time to do that yet. You don't want to waste your whole life feeling like this do you? I've been abandoned by my parents, lived on the streets, been sexually abused, and raped, been beaten almost to death by my first husband. If I did not get help where would I be now? In the exact same place. But I am not, I got help, I worked on my self, have a good relationship now, but most importantly I have a good relationship with myself. I am not going to be robbed of my life. If I can do it, so can you, I wasn't the most strongest person in the world.