SOrry all--- Smoked some cigs over the weekend :-/ little upset, stressed, and what not-- but it was over all ok-- just we (bf and I) got a pack-- it lasted 2 days with the both of us lol-- I know that is no accomplishment, but it is shocking in a way-- Staring again today I suppose... they are all gone,

It is so hard, i hate this one addiction- the others were easier in ways (OR I think As I go through this one).... idk it is hard to explain... and blah-- why are they so easily accessible - that is one problem there. (can't go buy coke at a gas station,, well not legally )

Be well all- I just needed to tell someone my dirty secret over the weekend.