Thanks a lot for your answer Actually, I am hoping to go to a school in Taiwan next year, and the kids there probably have it a lot worse than I do! The mentality is sort of like in China, lots of 'tiger mothers' if you've heard of them. So I'm not likely to find a therapist there!

I guess I should see one here, but the last shrink I went to (I never had any kind of therapy, it was just an IQ test)was really bad. And how on earth do I ask my parents?

"Hey, you've given me a disorder, maybe even depression, now can I go see a shrink?" *big smile*

They are under the delusion that everything's fine and I'm only failing school and quitting my hobbies and interests because I'm lazy, but other than that we are all one happy family. Yay. Not.