Ima,

Especially since you are still on the anti-psychotic, I wonder if what they are really saying is that your schizophrenia is now under control, but the problems coming up now are BPD and depression? They should discuss this with you and tell you what they mean, as well as give you treatment options. It sounds like you could probably benefit from treatment for the conditions you have, but maybe a different setting would be better. If you are not getting the answers and the support that you need in one place, then go to someone else instead.

You must be doing better than you think at a lot of things, or your husband wouldn't see you as somebody he can depend on. It's fine to tell him that you need support too, and that you have limits.

Sorry you are feeling so bad right now. It is frustrating when you aren't getting the help you need from people you should be able to count on.

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