Just got out of the hospital 2 wks. ago & now I am severly depresses again & a bit thinking I do not want to live anymore. I am the one that was asking for advice on ect treatments, I do believe they are for me because they have tried every pill on me. I am mostly scared of the memory loss which I hear so much about, so I have not made up my mind if I am doing it or not. Any suggestions will be appreciated.