i'm very interested in this.. i *think* i'm an alcoholic.. but either arent sure or in denial.. hey i *love* drinking.. if i admit that i have a problem.. i'd have to stop right?
i have an incredibly hard time verbalising my thoughts and feelings, and such, plus i'm really scared to actually *go* to a meeting.
also dont want to admit i've a problem cuz then others will wanna control my drinking.
having said that tho.. i would love to be in control of my drinking, -and pot smoking- and if the only way is to stop altogether, i'd much rather know this sooner rather than later. (i have a sneaking suspicion that i already know thats the only way)

~M