Well Secretum, if I were the one doing the picking you would be far far far from 7 billionth last. Close to the top.

Now that said, I feel the exact same way. I have very very few people who I am close with or connect with in my real life. I don't know why that it, it just is. Is it us, or them? For me I think it's a combo. I wish I had words of wisdom or advice, this is something I don't fully understand.

One thing is, you are understood here. I wish I knew the answer.