Dalila,
Thank-you for sharing your revelation with us. IMHO, you are completely right. Vengeance is not your responsibility, and letting go is the next step. What it sounds like to me is that you have completed the repentance process, and can now be free of your past. Move forward now and reach for your potential, which is great - even greater than you know. I have a feeling that you will help a lot of people in significant ways, and this is only the beginning.
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.”
– John H. Groberg