I have not been good since leaving T last night. I had to tell him about what happened at work and he made me say it in my own words. I wanted him to read it. I know it was the right thing to do, but I could barely get the words out. I creid and sweated and shook and it was awaful . . . . . .

i'mn sorriy this a isn't wooroking fo rme tomightt

i hvae to go