Hey there, WTTJ. Have they come yet? That is a scary situation, but finally you might have an opportunity for some real help!

If these are professionals from a publically-funded group, you ought to be safe in telling them everything. They would be there to evaluate & to see what sort of help would be appropriate, so answering questions honestly & fully seems best IMO.

Considering your age, I suspect your mother will need to be present. It may not be your choice. I don't think that's bad, is it? I understand you don't want to worry her, but deep down--don't you think she'd want to know what's up with you? Don't you think she'll want to be part of a support system when one finally starts to build up around you?

I'm excited at the idea that you're not going to be so alone in all this much longer if this works out. You're much on my mind today.

Roadie