Now if we can just stick with it and not be influenced by things around us, it does sound like a wonderful plan. Some how I always have good intentions but for some reason something or some one gets in my way. I wish you the best and don't let that crack loving boyfriend bring you down. You can not compete with drugs, some how they always win, at least that is true in my case. Sorry if I sound so negative, I have said the same thing so many times and didn't stick with it. I just hope you don't make my same mistake.