It is on Thursday. I am preparing, on and off, and becoming more relaxed. I will let you know how it went, and then, later, what decision they made.

Cocoabeans (wonderful userid!), maybe conquering those fears now would be great timing, because looking for a job from the position of being currently employed is so much better than doing it (as is the case with me) from the position of being unemployed. It gives you power. They know you can say "to heck with you". They would be the ones courting you and not vice versa. They do not need to know you are hating the current job - you are just curious about new opportunities out there.