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Originally Posted by XSeleneX
The voices are telling me that i must die and apart of me agrees with them and another part of me don't
I am looking into starting an open uni course in may but i have never done anything like this before also it will be from home so i dont have to go out of the house to do the course and i can do it in my own time ( well with in reason )
The voices are saying that i cant do it that am useless and i am too thick for this kinda thing with i agree with them in away
I mean am not as bright as other people who are doing this course
i have no other qualifications apart from the stuff i did in school and that's about it
I have no self esteem as i always put myself down and give myself a hard time
The voices want me to die and i think i should i dont have a reason to be in this world i don't help anyone i just take and take from people
My husband is my carer and i make him do everything around the house because i either cant do it for myself or i don't have to motivation to do it.
Am so useless and am nothing
everyone would be better off if i was dead
I just feel so low right now and the voices arent helping things at all
Ella
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Please, please don't. Do anything, but just don't harm yourself. Talk to someone, you are not useless or nothing, and people would be devastated if you died. You are a beautiful person and the voices are evil, please do not listen to them. Please realise that you are not a bad person, you have an illness and people want you to get better, they don't want you to die. You are such a brave and courageous person, you are an inspiration, and you can't let the voices win. Is there anything you can do to distract yourself? Speak to anyone? If you are feeling suicidal, please call the suicide hotline or 911/999 (depending if you live in the US or UK). You mustn't give up the fight! Everyone believes in you!
You can message me if you want someone to talk to
Sending hugs your way, I am on your side
~ WTTJ